The Weights We Carry By C. D. Seventeen
Paperback published by Silver Wood Books
ISBN 9781800422377
Pages 66
ABOUT THE BOOK
“The Weights We Carry’ is the first poetry collection from C.D. Seventeen, documenting her solo bike-packing adventure around the Scottish highland and Orkney Islands.
A trip with a total distance of 658 miles (1058.95 kilometers) and a duration of forty-six days, with mostly wild camping.
I want to leave this world behind, jump on a bike, go on a journey without others, dive deep into the self, and let the weight of my human identity dissolve into the wind.
In the wilderness, I see my emotions floating in silence, and I repaint them with my own colour. I hear the purpose of my life defined by others washed away in the rivers, and I rewrite them with my own melody.
I taste the bitterness of my history while I bury my sorrous under the pink-coloured beach on a remote island. My past and future end in the pouring rain while I merge my soul with the spirit of the sky creatures. Then I know what it means to be free…
In short, what is The Weights We Carry about?
Looking for an answer by doing a solo biking adventure
Q&A WITH THE AUTHOR
In short, what is The Weights We Carry about?
Looking for an answer by doing a solo biking adventure
Have you always written poetry?
Yes, I have a very good built in poetry writing function
How long did the collection take to write?
The same length as the trip, 46 days
What inspired you to go on this solo adventure?
1 like the movie Into the Wild, so going on solo adventures is always on my mind.
What made you want to visit Scotland? Was this the first time you visited?
1 had been there before; I think there’s something esoteric between me and Scotland that I can’t explain. I always feel at home there, and I always have magical things happen to me there.
What did you learn from your travels?
Trust my abilities. Set a goal, and I will always find a way to achieve it.
In what way has this journey changed you?
I wouldn’t say it changed me, but I felt the fake layers of who I was supposed to be and the mask I wear disappear. Not going to say completely, but 70%.
Are there any interesting events or stories that happened whilst on the road that you would like to share?
Lots of events, every single one I can write a novel about. I met this old man on an island called Hoy, who was also cycling around. I also found out that he is interested in Jungian psychology and mysticism.
We discussed art, philosophy, cooked together, and went to find magic mushrooms on the cliffs. We went to explore a scary cave and found some clay between the stones and made natural paint from it.
We are still very good friend now.
Poets usually choose to write in their mother language, but you didn’t. Can you share with us why you chose to write in English, and what some of the challenges that you faced were? How did you overcome them?
When I write in Chinese, I always worry about what I should write and what I should not. There’s always my mom’s voice telling me what people would think of me according to my words. I found it annoying I wanted to get rid of it and grow as an individual rather than my mom’s daughter. I wasn’t confident with my English before writing this collection. When I chat with people, I always worry if my pronunciation and grammar are correct. This made me suffer a lot. I wasn’t able to socialize since I was worried about being judged and couldn’t express my true feelings since I just simply couldn’t with English. This language barrier made me feel lonely, even sometimes inferior to others. However, I have a rebellious soul, and I would not allow myself to feel defeated when I was younger (now I’m much more chilled. I told myself even though English is not my language, I could still use it in my way.
When I use it enough, it can become my language, and writing poems is the best way to do it since it has more freedom left for the writer than writing an article. However, my biggest challenge was mapping my feelings to each English word I knew. In other words, the process from simply knowing the words to owning the words was challenging. I overcome it by observing how I respond to each word when I use it and how others react to the words by observing their facial expressions and sensing their “energy”. To me, each word has a colour. When I find the colour representation of a certain word, it’s time I know I own the word, not just know it.
How did art, music, and poems transform your life?
The creation process taught me to trust myself, believe in my own judgement, never obey, and never be ashamed about my uniqueness. I learned to be proud and humble at the same time, I learned to be a robot (be functional, useful and logical) and a human (be lazy, enjoy and emotional) at the same time.
What do you want to say to your fellow new artists and art lovers?
If you meet someone who behaves like this: I’m so artistic. I’m so deep and special, and no one understands my pain. Run as fast as you can! Because 90% of the time, they are self-centred, professional narcissists. No matter how charming or good-looking they are, leave them alone and go find someone else. How do I know? Because I was one of them.
Which is your favourite poem in the collection and why?
How much do I deserve to relax?
Nothing is more poetic than writing a random line and calling yourself a poet. So, join me to be a poet!
For example, how can I be so pretty?
The Weights We Carry also features some stunning photography, could you tell us more about this?
Photography is something I love to do when I’m traveling on my own. It allows me to form a deeper bond with the place and reminds myself to appreciate every single moment in my life. All I said above are only for commercial purposes.
Here is the truth:
Photography on film can easily make me the coolest person in the room, even though I have no idea how to do photography. Things always look better on film, and carrying a film camera around can guarantee you attract interesting people. This is how I make friends on my trips. You should do it too.
MY REVIEW
What I liked about C. D. Seventeen, is that she writes her poetry with colourful emotions. She sees verses as musical cords, with feelings.
This is a poetry collection of his first long distance solo bike trip in the Scottish Highlands. Twenty two poems were selected from the draft.
What I particularly liked is where each poem is paired with a photo of the view that she see along on her journey when she was writing down his poetry.
The photos that are on each page show how she captured the magical atmosphere of the Scottish Highlands, with a poem complementing all of the photos she took. One of the poems I enjoyed reading
Tragedies
I don’t want to get soaked,
afraid of the bike slipping sideways,
cars riding across my broken body.
I don’t want to tell jokes,
afraid my words bypassing my cortex,
people knowing my darkened desire.
I don’t want to turn it down!
Afraid of missing out on gory years,
waking up to the same dish every single morning.
Another poem from the book.
Redemption Leave me!
When the ocean stops pouring humid tears.
I swear the cloudy air stirred up some fundamental fears.
Would I disappear into the wind,
undoing my ego identity built up in the urban fairs?
Till I met these boys,
recalling the joy of my teenage years.
Once there was no answer to who I wish to be,
I could sit on the floor instead of chairs.
About author poet C. D. Seventeen
C.D. Seventeen is originally from China. She moved to the UK at the age of 17 on her own to study psychology at King’s College London. She was born in a place called the south of clouds’ (Yunnan Province of China), an area with drastie diversity of landscape, religion, culture, music, and arts.
“Whoever can speak is a singer, whoever can walk is a dancer is a famous saying in the country, which describes the artistic Yunnan people. C.D. Seventeen is not an exception. Apart from writing poems, she is also a techno music artist, DJ and painter. In Yunnan, hundreds of tribes still hold their thousand-years long tradition of rituals, ceremonies, and witcheraft practices. Growing up in the magical atmosphere of Yunnan province, C.D. Seventeen is also passionate about mysticism, esotericism, and depth psychology. Her work is highly influenced by C.G. Jung, Rudolf Steiner, and her favourite Chinese philosopher Mozi.
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